By far 2012 was full of cliched mainstream check marks and a mixed bag of half cookies. I proved again that I could fertilize and reproduce giving birth to a healthy, baby boy. I am now officially suburban momzilla for 2. This will mean balancing more balls in the air. I can take that on. But I also realized that I am mid way there and I am lost. My GPS stopped working at the last turn and now I don't quite know if I have arrived or have a long way to go. Sigh.
I started my book and that was not easy. Building characters, living in them, plot twists. But I also realized I loved it. I wonder what it feels like to earn a living doing what you enjoy. I may never know that and that makes me wistful.
I didn't finish my book but I know I will someday. I also paused to rethink relationships. Yes, that big word. I still don't know. They never quite are easy.
What now will this new year bring?
